So a lot has happened since I last updated. I have two nearly completed cosplays and my mom's camera has decided to not be total crap so I may actually get up some pics (if I ever have time)

Also some stuff has happened in my personal life. *Ahem*

I'VE GATS A GIRLFRIEND DDDDDDD


We've been going out for a couple weeks now and things are going great. She's not really that into cosplaying but she's interested cuz I wanna get her into some photoshoots with me. She's a year older than I am which I like and somehow I ended up forfitting seme-dom. So yeah... mini update but it's all I have time for now (I are sleepy)

Hopefully a more lengthier update to come!

So first off I am making a formal apology to for not replying yet but my mom and I haven't really had time to discuss it because we have a family reunion coming up, we're trying to get me two different work permits (one for volunteering in New Hampshire and the other one for work) plus trying to score me this job with awesomely awesome flexible hours. So yeah. I plan on sitting her down to talk about once the craziness ends which could be any time from next week to September so your going to have to hang on for a bit. sorry

In other news :iconyaoimunckin: and I watched Across the Universe last night and it made me realize how awesome Beatles music truly is. It's gotten me to look up a whole bunch of older bands that have a ton of soul that some artists today lack (I kid you not) Anyway. I thought overall it was a kickass movie and I enjoyed it a lot. There were certain parts that got a little tedious and some parts where the symbolism was a little overly heavy or weird. (Like the scene where Max carries the statue of Liberty on his back) I loved the songs and the I thought it was original and funny with a darker more serious tone. I even cried a little at the end O: So yeah. If you've seen the movie, what are your thoughts?

Um so yeah. Last night I found out my Dad's uncle John died and that his funeral is Wednesday morning so I have to attend that. I didn't know him well enough for it to be particularly upsetting but I knew him enough to be sad. He was a nice man with a kind heart and I will miss him at our reunion on Saturday. So... TRANSITION!

Our reunion is Saturday. I day full of strange yet awesome red necked fun. My family is crazy so there's lots of drinking, paintballing, ATVing, horseback riding and chicken racing (yes, chicken racing) overall I'm pretty excited. My cousin Kelly is coming up from Texas with her boyfriend but I haven't seen either of them in a wicked long time so I'm not sure how I feel about that. Anyway should be fun ^^

QUESTION TIME!!!!!!

Do you think that there's ever a time when the government should be allowed to suspend the bill of rights? (this was in a book I just finished reading called Little Brother. Check out your local library and see if they have it. It's really good)

I have good news and bad news. Since the bad news must be explained through the good news I will give the good news first.

So the good news is that I had a really fund time this weekend with my cousin Pat. He's up from Texas doing a graduate program in Lesley(sp?) college which is a teaching school near Harvard in Boston. He really misses his wife so he might spend more time with us next weekend. He also showed me pictures of his new born baby son, James, who is adorable *squeee* Anyway he took us to see Harry Pooter and the HBP for the second time (lol) on Saturday night which was fun because Pat is strange and people look at him funny and twenty year old women giggle at him for being kinda cute. Which is always entertaining. So that was cool. We stayed up late me and him just talking, catching up, exchanging worldy stories and advice.

On Sunday he took me and Abby down to Boston where we walked around and hung out which was cool. We went to China Town which was awesome and he told us about how amazing Vietnamese food is. (His wife is Vietnamese) I found out I can now clearly distinguish Cantonese from Mandarin and Vietnamese and Japanese and Korean from eachother pretty well. Which doesn't seem like a big accomplishment but it is to me so hah. Lol, anyway it was lot's of fun until we had to go home and get on the bus.

The bus driver was a dick. because me and Abby were "unaccompanied minors" we had to sit in the very front and be scrutinized. We weren't allowed to leave the bus until mom came over and got us and we even had to pretend my cousin was our father otherwise he wouldn't even let us on the effin bus. Wow I am totally impressed with public transportation now -sarcasm-. Now here's the bad news.

When I got back from the bus station I felt really tired and frustrated for some reason. Just like really angry. Sometimes I get that way and I'm happy for a while and then I get pissy towards everyone and cut myself off. These happy streaks can last for weeks, even months. Same with the sad and angry ones. Lately I've been so depressed and I just broke down after dinner and my mom started trying to understand and now she's gonna get me tested for being bipolar....

Sorry if I didn't explain that very well. I don't really understand it myself....wow this is long.

LONG STORY SHORT! I MAY OR MAY NOT BE BIPOLAR!

Wow so first things first. I just had a very hectic and scary morning. My dad threw some hay out into the back of the field and our biggest horse (Napoleon) decided to chase our oldest horse (Mr. Zee, Zee for short) away from it. When Napoleon did that he chased him down between the barn and a trailor, getting Zee stuck. Then when he went to look he himself got stuck behind Zee. My dad tried to pull Napoleon out by backing up but Napoleon wouldn't back up out of the ditch over the mud. So instead he stepped forward, which trapped Zee way up so that he was sitting on his haunches (his ass).

Then something really scary happened. Zee rolled under the trailor so that he was lying underneath. Dad mangaged to pull him so that his head was part of the way out but he coulnd't get him much farther than that. That's when my mom came and woke me up. I went out there but Dad didn't want me to get hurt so I sat by Zee's head and made sure he didn't try and pull it up and under the trailor again.

After 45 minutes of Zee on his side my uncle showed up. (Uncle=Jim) Jim got a flat wide board and crawled up so that he was in front of Napoleon. He pushed against Napoleon's chest with the stick until (finally) Napoleon backed up over the mound of mud behind him and turned around. Now we had to pull Zee out.

They attached a rope to his front legs and a lead rope to his halter. Then my uncle got behind and pushed while my Dad got in front and tried to spark the old carriage horse instinct by yelling "Gy'up now Zee," over and over. It worked because he started crawling (and swimming) forward. (The mud was wicked deep) They did this for a while with my Dad and uncle switching off to pull until Zee was (exhausted) and 3/4 of the way out. Then they pushed and yelled a little more (I know it sounds mean but Zee actually responds better this way because of being a carriage horse) I couldn't take it any more because I knew if Zee didn't stand he would die and I couldn't do anything so I sat in the lawn until my mom came out and told me that Zee was standing up!

I broke down at this point while I watched Zee wobble out into the paddock and then broke into a quick trot that carried him out into the field. Of course Napoleon was all concered -.-

So now I am in a relative state of shock. Everything worked out and it took us like... three hourse maybe more... to get the horse out and standing. Alls well that ends well I suppose.

I said I had more crap to talk about in my last journal and I do but first things first.

FOR ANYONE WHO WATCHES ME (and actually reads my journals) WHO LIVES IN ELIOT OR SOUTH BERWICK TOMORROW NIGHT THE ELIOT LIBRARY IS HAVING A TEEN GAME NIGHT AND MY MOM TOLD ME TO INVITE PEOPLE! ITS LIKE TRIVIA AND BOARD GAMES AND STUFF! SEND ME A NOTE FOR INFORMATION ABOUT TIMES AND STUFF!

Okay on to another order of business. My food poisoning is all betterer and I've started watching Katekyo Hitman Reborn! as of 2:00 yesterday morning. I'm in love. It's a fantabulous manga that I have to thank and my friend Sam Kwok for getting me into. It's really funny actually which I didn't think it would be really. It sort of reminds me of the little shoujo (sp?) manga that my friend showed me about a girl who meets a drink fairy and uses the different kinds of drinks to try and win over her crush. Except it's bullets making the guy strong in different ways so he can win over his crush and not get crushed. (lol see what I thar?) And then I also finished Nick and Nora's Infinite Playlist which was wicked good. I read over twice actually before I was satisfied. I love David Levithan. If you haven't read anything by him you really should.

So in other news Mocha had to be brought to the vet again today for her auto-immune disease for another shot and I learned then that my mom is getting really worried about financial issues. I mean I know we don't have a lot of money but I haven't really been that worried because my dad has a better paying job and because of that we have a far more stable in come. The only problem is he doesn't earn any money over the summer making that the hardest time of year (which is why summer can never be my fav season guys). So she's been wicked stressed lately which is making me stressed because I'm too empathetic for my own good. Abby gets stressed when I'm stressed because I'm yelling at her all the time and Mom yells at me to stop yelling at Abby and then me and Mom shout at eachother and then Abby yells at us both to shut up and then I cry. And because of all this Dad is wicked stressed out too. So yeah, happy days right?

Anyway see some of y'all tomorrow night. (hopefully)